October 9th, 2006

Time: 02:46 pm Current Mood: nauseated

My heart is officially shattered.

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September 11th, 2006

Subject: hello again Time: 03:22 pm Current Mood: blah

Wow. I guess no one uses LJ anymore. Oh well. Hopefully I'll be getting a facebook soon. I haven't logged in here in forever. It's so weird to read my old entries. My life is sooo much different now. So much shittier really. Oh well. I guess I'll get through it. That's pretty much what my days are like. Every day just feels like I'm waiting to get through it. Whatever.

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September 29th, 2005

Subject: I hate surprises!!!!! Time: 07:29 pm Current Mood: curious

George and Connor are so adorable. Especially George, but still... Except this whole thing is killing me because I hate when I don't know what's going on. They just sit there and whisper things to each other and they won't tell me anything!!!! And today George pretended that he was going to get in the car with me and Connor, but then he ran away and made some secretive phone call while Connor pulled around. And then we fought over his phone, but he managed to erase the calls list and the contact. Poo. So... yeah, I basically have noooo clue what I'm doing on Saturday night. Except I think it's really sweet and romantic and adorable. ;)

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September 26th, 2005

Current Music: Ted Leo & The Pharmacists- Shake the Sheets Time: 07:17 pm Current Mood: bored

I'm bored. Someone entertain me. I've spent tonight (well after debate) deciding what George should buy for our kidnapping/homecoming thingy. I want to call it homecoming, except for the small detail that we're not going to homecoming. I don't know what we're doing, except that Connor has burlap sacks that he's putting over Natalie and I's heads. lol, and they smell really bad. They were in his car. But he promised to wash them with lots of fabric softener. lol. I want George to buy Converses. Because I think they're really hot. But I don't want him to spend all his money. I feel horribly guiltly already because I can't stay away from shopping, even when it isn't for me. It's so bad.

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September 25th, 2005

Subject: i <3 frank Time: 06:36 pm Current Mood: pleased

I changed my little mood thingy to Frank the Goat. I'm pretty damn excited about it too. He's so sexy.

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Current Music: The Shins- Chutes Too Narrow Time: 05:44 pm Current Mood: satisfied

Lalala. I'm in a good mood. Kanellis was pretty sweet. I managed to get a quarterfinals award after debating only 4 rounds. In the last prelim round, I didn't want to debate and Ernie was my judge, so I told Chris (my opponent) that if he sang his case to the tune of Sesame Street, I would forfeit the round. So he did, and I did, and we both got 30 speaker points. It pretty much rocked. And I still broke, probably because of the high speaks, lol. And then Elyse closed me out in quarters, so I didn't have to debate that round either. Which was very excellent. But the best part was definitely just Friday night in our room. Bailey and I shared a room with Chloe and Allie. So we talked about baseball... lol... and we bonded. They're little whores just like us!!! It was lots of fun. Except we got bitched out for staying up so late and being loud. But that was pretty funny too. George and I weren't allowed to sit together on the bus. It was really annoying. We were both really tired and wanted to sleep and we were sharing music from his ipod, so everytime someone walked by, we had to disconnect stuff or bend down or whatever so they could get through the aisle. Finally I just leaned across the aisle and slept on his lap. But I still had to move when people wanted to go by. But then we went back to his house and slept together on his couch upstairs and his parents totally didn't care. It was sooo awesome. I love the Moores. My mom took me and Eileen to see Flightplan today. It was really really good. And then we went shopping at Forever 21 just for fun. Sometimes my mom is pretty cool. Plus she and my dad are letting me go the OAR concert!!!!!!! I'm soooo excited, can you tell??? I'm going to have dinner now. Speaking which, I feel really fat and gross from eating junk food all weekend. Blah. Oh well, George happens to love my big squishy love handles and if I lost weight and they went away, I think he would be very sad. So I'll keep them. ;)

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September 21st, 2005

Time: 05:18 pm Current Mood: groggy

I feel shitty Oh so shitty... Seriously. I don't know why. I just got over the stomach flu like last week. I should be fine. But I'vehad a headache for 2 days and I feel really really tired even though I got almost 8 hours of sleep last night, which is a lot for me. But I was tired so I went to bed early, and... now I'm tired again. It doesn't make sense. And I'm cold even though it's hot out. But maybe our air conditioning is just on too high. I should take my temp. Not that it matters, because I won't tell my mom if I am sick. But it would be nice to know. Aaaand, I have to study a whole bunch for that AP euro test tomorrow. History is not my best area. I mean, in AP Chem I could probably get a high B or maybe even an A without opening the book. I haven't yet for this unit and I get it all. The only reason I use it is for the homework. It should be optional. But then my grade would be lower. I'm rambling. I think it's a side effect of my headache. I came home and watched Gilmore Girls for an hour because I was too lazy to move. Hanna wants me to go study with her and Natalie. I should call her. But I don't think I want to go.... hmm. I can't decide. Plus I'll be the stupid one there because I don't even know what the test is over. I hate that class. I didn't have lunch today b/c I pigged out in advisory. Now I feel gross. I left my food in George's car. That's mean of me. Itold him to eat all the chips, but he refused. He wants to give them back. But I really don't want them. Why am I writing this? I don't even know. I should study. I keep saying that. I don't think I'm capable. I really really want to take a nap but I'm afraid I won't wake up in time to study a lot. That would suck. I laid down before and I couldn't breathe very well. I feel like a hypochondriac right now. I don't like telling people when I'm sick. I never really do. Ithink it's because I don't really connect typing in my livejournal with real people reading it. I bet no one is reading this. It's too long. I don't care either. I'm just rambling about my disgustingness. I actually feel sorry for anyone who reads this. I'm going to stop now. Blah.

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September 18th, 2005

Current Music: The Shins- Chutes Too Narrow Time: 04:40 pm Current Mood: bored/lonely

I'm bored right now. Bored and lonely. And tired. I should do my homework. Pshh. My darling is at work. It's a good thing he works a lot though because the poor boy spends all his money on me. He'll get mad at me for saying that if he reads this. But he probably won't. I worked out today for the first time in forever. I feel fat and gross and out of shape. I wish I was really fit. And tan. Oh well, nobody's perfect I guess. I saw the Excorcism of Emily Rose on Friday night with George. It was really creepy. I loved it. And I got to eat the Hot Tamales that George brought me when I was sick. I looove eating Hot Tamales at the movies. I don't know why. I love chocolate, but I never really eat it at the movies. I went shopping too. I'm sooo addicted... Oh well. It's my money. Last night I went with George, Zoe, and Ahmad to see Fantastic 4. It was Ahmad's first time at a theater. He liked it, I think. Then I went to his house and we hung out for a little while. Sometimes I feel like I'm an annoying burden on his parents because I go to his house so much. And when I'm not there, he's with me somewhere else. I don't think they like that very much... Anyway, we watched some of Man on Fire. It was really really good. I was tired though, so I was lying on George's lap and it was really hard not to fall asleep. I didn't want to because the movie was so good. He covered my eyes during the bad parts. George is applying early decision to Tufts. Enough said. On a happier note, I may be allowed to go to the OAR concert in November. That would be amazing. Does anyone know what time it's at? George? Connor? I'm going to make banana m&m muffins now. Because I want to. I love George.

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September 12th, 2005

Current Music: The Shins- Chutes Too Narrow Time: 07:36 pm Current Mood: grumpy

WAAAAAAAYYY too much work tonight. Why am I posting, you ask? I need a fricking break from joyful AP Chem. And I still have to do Calc. And Latin. Woo hoo. Party on friends. Without me. Oh yeah. By the way, now that Jack is over the stomach flu, Jimmy has it! Of course. I just watched him barf in a bowl. What a way to top off my day. I've been really pissy all day and I don't know why. So I apologize to anyone I was mean to (ahem, ahem... George). Sorry.

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September 11th, 2005

Current Music: The Killers- Hot Fuss Time: 10:49 am Current Mood: contemplative

I changed my layout again. I'm a nerd. But I like it even more now. George gets the car today so he's coming by in his lunch break to see me. Yaaaayyyyy. I get to feed him. What should I cook? Hrmmmm.... Oops, I just realized that I have to do all of my homework today. Crap, I hate Sundays.

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September 9th, 2005

Current Music: The Shins- Chutes Too Narrow Time: 06:02 pm Current Mood: amused

Lalala. I'm having a better day today. I just took a shower and I feel good. Hahahaha, George.... I'm still laughing... lol. I changed my layout. I think it's pretty. But I dunno, maybe that's just me. ;) Goin to the Valley game tonight. Woo hoo. Haha, in case you can't tell, I'm not exactly a football fan. Well, at least not Valley football. I mean, if it was the Patriots, it would be different... Oh well, it's better than nothing. Because George had to go and get himself GROUNDED.... just kidding darling. You know I'm not mad. It makes up for me falling asleep when I was supposed to sneak out last night. Sorry. So... hope everyone has a beautiful weekend! Later.

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September 8th, 2005

Time: 09:12 pm Current Mood: worried

I hate George's parents. I feel sick. Why are they doing this? It's not supposed to be like this. It was always my parents, and I could deal with that. They don't really scare me anymore. I can argue with them. And I always know what's going on. But I can't deal with this.

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Current Music: The Shins- Chutes Too Narrow Subject: *sigh* Time: 07:27 pm Current Mood: depressed

I feel depressed right now. I don't exactly know why. Well I do, but why today? It's not like anything happened, I'm just... thinking... and dreading. Why can't this year last forever? I'm still in denial.

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September 6th, 2005

Time: 04:02 pm

1. Go here. 2. Pass it on. ( my answers )

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September 4th, 2005

Current Music: The Killers- Hot Fuss Time: 12:35 pm Current Mood: cheerful

Lalala, I love the weekend. Especially 3 day ones. Except I haven't done any homework.... bad Molly. Oh well, George and I are doing homework together tomorrow, hopefully. Speaking of George, Bailey and Natalie called me last night and told me that I spend too much time with him. They think we're married. Oh well. I don't care. He just happens to be my best friend. So there. Although it is pretty funny... my dad bought him a Rolex. A fake, cheap one from China, but still. I like that my parents have finally accepted him and he's allowed to come over and watch movies with my family. Kathryn was here for the weekend, but she left this morning. It was fun though, I always enjoy seeing Kathryn. Especially because she gives me lots of music. Like this Killers cd. Yaaayyy. Hope everyone has a delightful labor day weekend. :)

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August 31st, 2005

Current Music: Jack Johnson- In Between Dreams Time: 03:52 pm Current Mood: hungry

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August 30th, 2005

Time: 09:47 am Current Mood: i'm feeling very natalie

i love natalie shes so sexy

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August 27th, 2005

Time: 02:09 pm Current Mood: groggy

Wow. School is so draining. And I've only had 2 and a half days. Yesterday I took a nap at George's house when I was supposed to be doing homework. This morning I had to wake up with my brothers and I couldn't stay awake. I felt like I was paralyzed while laying on the couch. I couldn't move or open my eyes. I could only wiggle my toes, so I did that for a few minutes until I managed to open my eyes a little. Then my mom came to my rescue and I went back to sleep until 1:30. And I'm still tired. The brightside? My dad left me a Red Bull. Score.

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August 21st, 2005

Time: 10:18 pm Current Mood: depressed

Raaahhhhh.....stress. School starts Wednesday and I'm NOT ready. I'm so busy and I already have so much work to do... why can't it just be summer for ever??? Sometimes I hate being a girl. Why do I always get emotional and overreact to everything??? Damn it.

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August 17th, 2005

Current Music: Ben Folds- Songs for Silverman Time: 12:42 pm Current Mood: sleepy

ni baba (my dad) is teaching me Chinese through emails! Well, only a little, and he's also getting a little frustrated with it... "Grrrrrr.....you're learning Chinese faster than I am! My teacher gave me a pop quiz yesterday. Out of 20 questions, I got 19. As in 19 wrong." "Zhu nu baba who's your daddy" Anyway... I got nooo sleep two nights ago, so last night I slept like a rock. I just woke up like half an hour ago. I slept through my brother crying and screaming and the phone ringing. And lots of other stuff like people walking around downstairs that normally wakes me up. So now I feel kind of like a zombie. I'm really really tired still... Don't ask me how that works. And I'm mad at George. He hasn't called me. But then again, Eileen is on the phone now, so he probably won't be able to before he goes to work. So now I'm mad at Eileen. Oh well. I'm going to go lay on the couch and be a bum now. Adios.

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